You shall have It!

I sing my greeting this morning as I enter the Center of My Garden. “Good morning Lord, how I love you… Your eye is on the sparrow, I know you’re watching me. I praise you for your faithfulness. I thank you for your truth.” “Good morning Krista,” and he smiles. “Lord there has been growth in the garden!” “Yes, despite the obstacles!” “True and I am looking and counting on you for direction and help.” “You shall have it! Let us tend to these plants and let us rejoice!” “Yes Lord, and Yes!!!

Isaiah 66:13 As one whom his mother comforts, So I will comfort you; And you shall be comforted in Jerusalem.”

I am pretty certain that it is a normal part of awakening from the narcissistic system, but getting out of it, I am really seeing how bullied I have been for so long. The enemy is evil and will steal whatever is allowed to be stollen. To see it, not comply and stop being the fixer, I have had to get so strong, but not on my own. The strength being built in me is from the Lord. I just will not comply anymore and it is costing me up front, but in the long run I will have so much more and it will not be stollen any longer. I have a lot to learn, but that is life, I have a lot of life to live too, and a big forgiving boundaried heart to share! The scripture coming to mind is: Rev. 12:11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.