“Lord, I love you! Shall we walk, rest, and enjoy the garden today?” “Yes,” and he takes my hand. I just want to be with you! I want to look into your eyes.”
I had a fitful sleep last night. And just as I was getting sleepy I saw a little picture of a small wolf head, it was a color, but I can not give that away, for some it is too much information. It made me realize the spirit behind some of the warfare around me. Then a while later I saw a larger white wolf. This further confirmed what has been going on around me. Just when I feel asleep I awoke again because I had to write something else down. It was highly annoying because of lack of sleep, but now I see the wisdom in it and it was wise to sacrifice more sleep. I heard a well known minister giving a sermon. I leaned in to listen to his message and his statement surprised me. He said: “Don’t be afraid, they have turned on you!” Now this was funny in an ironic way. And I have laughed over it several times today. You see it was brilliant and perfect and very much true. It gave me the wisdom I needed to see more clearly and in saying not to fear it also means to not be in confusion. It is funny because the irony of a sermon that was delivered in an inspiring way saying oh don’t be afraid and then they have turned on you. So it was helpful and funny and one could wish it to not be true, but it is! If I had not woken up to write it down, I would have remembered some but not all and I needed every word just the way it was spoken. It was a good insight to a rather painful day of lessons learned. I am glad that later in the morning the above happened with the Master Gardener, it made for a wonder start to a new day. Thank goodness he is with me in the storm!

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